Falling

I'm digging my hole deeper, and if I fall down, I will be in a great pain..

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Ben, says I wont be able to do it, neither do I myself have confidence that I can manage to go through that..

but again, it is the best solution, at least at the moment..

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Im the one child in my family. I don't like sharing stuffs with other people. I don't share my thoughts and feelings with others as well..neither do I like to share my loves with anyone.

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and yes, I learn my lessons the hard ways..

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aint this quote nice

"The flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all"

PS: I think Im falling, can you save me?